mixed feelings
احساس دوگانگی و دودلی داشتن

to feel positive about one aspect of something and negative about another

EXAMPLE 1: When our houseguests decided to stay for another week, I had mixed feelings. On the one hand, I enjoyed hanging out with them.

EXAMPLE 2: I have mixed feelings about the president of our company. He's good with the clients, but he's nasty to his employees.